hello(:
i went to the doctor's yesterday(:
i have an infection:/
i hardly slept last night. kept waking up. cause there was NO TISSUE PAPER IN THE ROOM.
stupid reason, i know. i forgot to bring in before i went to bed. so i kept having to go to the toilet:/ and i sleep on a loft bed, so i have to keep climbing up and down the ladder:'(
well, and the stupid medicine was supposedly" drowsy". that's the first/ second time it doesnt work. haha. normally it does:D i feel better today though it's still pain and my voice sucks and all.
well well. im working at my mum's office now(:
i wanted to! cause i couldnt stand staying at home already...
but my laptop has no windows live. messenger only. have to go download. soon.
uhhh. anyway, you'll see the HORRIBLE countdown to the psle results as the title.
AHHHHHH. im scared.. i have this horrible feeling that even if i get back to mg i wont be in the same class as you guys and my life would be horrible.. i dont want that to happen!!
yes. IM SCARED. AHHHH. uhhh. horrible. -i wish time would just come to a standstill and i could rewind everything back.i want to go back. i dont want to move. i want to go back, relive all those memories we had together.- that's my wish. but it'll never come true.
im so confused. im really glad that this year was my best, i had people i stuck with throughout everything. but i dont know what will happen next year. i want this to go on. i should be glad that i had the awesomest yer ever, but now im so greedy i dont want it to stop. and what if i dont make it back?? you have no idea how im feeling now. in eight days this could all change. i hate this change.
anyway, i'll reply tags:D
BJ: not really, it dedpends:D
KIMFOO:haha. i was laughing when i saw that jealous thing(: anyway, yeah, it was a typo:D
TUDI: okay(:
BYEEEEEEE.
- when you look me in the eyes, tell me that you love me. everything's alright, when you're right here by my side.when you look me in the eyes, i catch a glimpse of heaven, i find my paradise. when you look me in the eyes-
this song was playing(: and i feel like crying now. i really feel like crying now.