FIRST DAY OF EOYS.
- Wednesday, September 30, 2009 -
it's a sunday afternoon, with you
let's play pretend on the swings, and fly over the moon
you could be my superman, and I will be your lady
in a big white castle
save me from the monsters beneath my bed
if it's love you're looking for
you don't have to look too far,
cause I... am yours
maybe the girl who's perfect
is somehow right in front of you
and you might find her on this
sunday afternoon i'd write your name across the sky
turn sad songs into lullabies
but i'd stop myself, if only you knew.... haha, hello(:
yes, english eoy.
ugh.
don't ask
cause i'll tell you i won't do well
but it's over, and im trying not to dwell so much on it
oh well.
anyway
i just had this urge to say this;
time's really passing so fast
i mean
it's nearing the end of the school year
and
it's been so crazy, really.
and i mean.
time passes really quickly
just last year
we were p6.
and my juniors were p5
now they're p6.
wow,
being away from them kinda showed me how significant they are in my life
it's amazing really.
then next year they're gonna be in sec school(:
but..
of course some aren't
i hate that.
it's crazy
it's really like robbing some part of me
tearing it off,
and taking it.
just like taking some part of my heart with them.
(:
I LOVE THEM TOO MUCH:D
ah,
and then i'm gonna be 14 next year
and i mean
i think a lot
like about the present, the future, the past
i like thinking- or rather
i like to immerse myself in my thoughts.
it's pretty amazing
well
back to the point.
i mean
i was just thinking about it( like 50 seconds ago)
it's scary- wait.
let me explain.
i dont really normally feel that this kind of thing is scary
but i think when it's putting all the sad stuff together.
it becomes scary:l
like,
whoa.
sec 2 next year?
already?
it seems like time's never gonna stop.
well i get what they mean about how time never waits for you.
i just want to live in it.
every second, every moment.
guess i'll only be doing that after eoys.
oh,
guess this sounds a little weird
but i've been wanting to write this for a little while now
just kept forgetting and all.
IM GONNA PLANE WATCH IN THE HOLS!(:THAT'S MY PLAN OKAY. it came to me like, a few months back
i think it's gonna be nice
in the airport
it's a place where a person's feelings are shown most.
hellos, goodbyes
beginnings, ends.
beginnings; where they're headed.it could be a new starting
it's a place full of wonder.and looking at the planes in the skythe planes taking off
those coming in
it's a different thing altogether to wonder what these people are doing, thinking, going
where they're from, where they're going and all.
it's nice.
really/
thinking/immersing yourself in thoughts is awesome.
anyway
the top portion up there ^
about the scary thing and juniors.
it just started after i listened to alarice's sunday afternoon
i mean,
i had it in myself all along
just guess i didnt know.i've so many things in the present now.
its.
busy.
well,
end of here first(:
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